2/28/2011

Its raining outside my baby stay at home today

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Raining all day.

But I like the rain. When people are trying to hide and the streets are empty I like to go for a walk, safe under the umbrella, sometimes I feel like I can talk with the nature. And I'm listening carefully what it wants to tell me. And the rain is raining. Somehow it used to make me feel calm.

2/27/2011

A lazy sunday's late afternoon

 

I'm in Japan at my mother's house since last November. I've passed entrance exams, found an apartment in Tokyo and now I'm only waiting till April to move there.

Waiting till April I'm having the best time of my life. Full of hopes, passion and dreams. And first time in my adult life I can spend a time with my mother. Precious time. I moved out from my parents house when I was sixteen. Soon after my mother moved back to Japan. Five years later seems like this few months were given to us to spend this lazy sunday's late afternoons toghether. Having a tea. Talking about future and past.

And while we talk first signs of spring are delighting softly my heart. And I feel a happiness. And a gratitude. And a time is passing slowly.

I am going to take these vintage tea cups with me when I will be moving to Tokyo. And I will keep my precious time of happiness deep in my heart. Believing that someone, someday will find them and feel the same way I did.

~Pola Chérie Thoughts~

2/26/2011

Love OR Ambitions


Love or Ambitions. Surprisingly it is not a title of my post.

It is a title of the post of a japanese girl I've never knew. A girl who is missing after the earthquake in New Zealand.

I bet you heard about this on the news. I was watching tv yesterday hoping that not only twenty eight japanese people missing were found but they have saved many more lives of other missing people.

Love and Ambitions. Is it possible to have it both? Being in a good relationship and the same time working hard for your own success. I guess yes. But what if not?

What if your dream is to go abroad and work there? What if you don't know how your partner will react? And finally what if you don't want him/her to go with you? Because it is your dream. Because you were independent in your dream. And you don't want to feel tied in the place where you were seeking for freedom.

To go abroad and work abroad. That was a dream of that girl. She gave up her love life to focus on her dreams. And she made it. Her years and years of studying english finally enabled her to work in a hospital in New Zealand. And she was about to pass an english skills exams in May.

Many of you would tell that there are many couples who are not living in the same city and are ok. But you can't take a responsibility of partner's life. Change all his or hers plans. Make him/her have to miss the person they love because of your own "selfish" ambitions.

I know something about missing. My parents are from two different countries: Japan and Poland. My fathers father passed away in Poland when my father was in Japan. And then my mother left us in Poland, when I was 18 and needed her most, to look after her mother in Japan.

One thing I know now is that I don't want to be missing my partner. I want him/her to be with me. To sleep on her/his shoulder every single night. To wake up feeling a touch, a smell, a voice - a love. So I guess till my ambitions to succeed are strong I think I won't be able to be happy with someone. Because I don't know where I will be tomorrow. The next day. And where I finally settle down.

My today's post's title is - Know what you are truly desiring. And go for it. Whatever people say You will succeed.

I think She succeeded.

~Pola Chérie Thoughts~

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2/24/2011

Will You Be There// Thoughts Conversation

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I don't want to be alone here any longer. I've been bearing with the loneliness whole my life. And I'm tired now. Notice me I'm here. Notice my hand. My hand raising to yours. Free me. Forgive me. Understand me. You are the only one who I trust. And who I believe. But you have to tell me

Weary

Tell Me Will You Hold Me

When Wrong, Will You Scold Me

When Lost Will You Find Me?

[...]

Everyone's Taking Control Of Me

Seems That The World's Got A Role For Me

I'm So Confused

Will You Show To Me

You'll Be There For Me

And Care Enough To Bear Me*


*Will You Be There by Michael Jackson

2/23/2011

Is that me, my mind, my soul, my body or my love what you want from me

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I do not have anything what you are believing I'm having. But I can make up everything for you.

2/22/2011

A Snake in the Nest




I had a dream that there was a snake in the nest and while the mother was away he injected a poison into the chicks hearts. He disappeared but a mother knew what have happened to her children. And she knew she has to kill them so that the poison won't spread all over their bodies and become a danger to them and to the others life.

But they looked into her eyes and begged for her protection. They were too small to understand that the poison have changed their hearts for ever.
The poison made them able to feel the happiness hundred times stronger than normal creatures but also they felt a pain and the hate hundred times stronger than others. If the hate wins in their hearts and take a control of them, nobody knew what could they do.
Mother looked at them for the last time and she flew away in sorrowful silence.
And I woke up in the empty room. Feeling the pain which is never passing.

~Pola Chérie Thoughts~

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Style Stalker’s “The Beautiful and The Damned” Double PlayExhibition Magazine

2/21/2011

Handsome Woman (Short Hair + Ksubi)

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Yen Magazine

Photographed by Daniel Nadel; Styled by Pip Vassett; Model: Annabella Barber

I cut my hair very short more than a year ago and since then I've been keeping promising myself I won't ever do that again but every time I see editorial like this I can't stop myself from wanting to go back to short. I'd even used to shave my head (half, both sides) but then the trend of partly-shaved heads became very popular so I decided to resign from that hairestyle. But I always tried to keep it classy. I can't name the hairstyle which is between very short and bob. But I know it looks exactly like you have to go to hairdresser soon.

Isn't she handsome? I can't hide I love that editorial. I miss my long hair and times when I was drying them for 20 min and they were still wet, but how cool she looks!

Jackets from the first photograph is by Ksubi. I'm a big fan of Ksubi, not only as a clothes brand but as a whole artistic project. As an organism. I truly admire their creativity. You can't guess whats next and with what they will surprise you next. I wish I could work for them one day.

Here is Ksubi's official site:

http://www.ksubi.com/

And if you like weird artistic creative projects it's worth to visit:

http://biginjapan.com.au/

2/20/2011

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Too vain

Too much grumbling about my own pain

Too weak

Too much absorbed about by my own freak

And things passing

Which never in life has a meaning

2/17/2011

If I could sing I would sing and I would be a star

 

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If I could sing - I would sing
I would sing how beautiful is to live
I would sing how beautiful the world is
And I would sing how beautiful it was to love you

~Pola Chérie Thoughts~

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2/16/2011

How you consider yourself Is How you want to be


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Are You a Woman or a Man. Boyish or Girlish. Hetero or Homosexual. Lately seems like every fashion editorial is asking us this question - how we consider ourselves. But there is no direct suggestion how you should answer. A little confusion. When certain things becomes not so certain.
Boyish women's trend will pass like others. But what am I? The question remains the same. I know how I want to be seen by others but how I want to see myself? Is it the same? Do people's image of me is exactly the same as mine of myself? And you are absolutely right to answer: I don't know.
How You consider yourself. How You see yourself. How You want to be. That's what matters. A Woman or a Man. Boyish or Girlish. Hetero or Homosexual. No one have a right to tell you who you are. Only You.

~Pola Chérie Thoughts~

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2/15/2011

My favourite fall looks from NYFW so far...

DKNY Fall 2011

I like these looks very much but I can't get rid of feeling that whole collection was made for (or shall I say inspired by?) Alexa Chung and Olivia Palermo. Mayby I'm wrong but very in those ladies's style.

Alexander Wang Fall 2011

Well I guess no explanations are needed. I love how these sweater changes into silk. Brilliant.

Max Azria Fall 2011

I love the materials used to make these clothes, that fur is my favourite, looks very cute (and warm) inside a coat.

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