Seems like she's saying: "I am not living for you. I'm living for myself. To be is not enought to live. I know I am beatiful but I don't need anyone to prove it to me. I don't need a man who I don't love. I go my way, I dress in my style. I clearly see where I want to be. I see myself clearly. I am ok. I don't need all those false smiles and words. I'm not going to be one in a crowd of bored faces. I'm not going to be a one who licks one's boots to profit something. I will run my way. And I will succeed.
But this time won't you save me"