When it's not over (How does it feel to be alone?)

The time is passing
I'm no longer with you
How does it feel to be alone?

When it's not over
and I am your wife
How does it feel to be together?

The time is passing
I'm disappearing from your memories
No longer thinking
How does it feel
When it's not over?

~Pola Chérie When it's not over~

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Miami Vintage｜ The Bedroom Bride ｜ Angela ｜ Jessie J for Vogue Italia June 2011 ｜ Edie’s World

No Games Life

   I don't want to be involved in any silly games

any run for money, fame, positions

I won't be queueing for any love

If you want - take it I give you all by free

I want to live silently

knowing my own routes

like an ocean full of lives

I want to live simply

no games

in life

~Pola Chérie No Games Life~

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Mare

 
 In my mares I'm still a little girl.

A little girl who can't protect herself. And I can't shout for help. I allow them come into me. I allow a Snake come into the Nest. And I allow a Poison to spread all over my body.

I let The Endless Pain come into me.

And when I wake up I'm so afraid. If this happiness I was finally able to find was fake. If I am still a little girl and my long journey was just a dream of my sick mind. Am I still desperately trying to find an escape. Did I kill myself hiding deeper and deeper into myself to not to feel the pain?

But I realize that the Nightmare ended. And that it is already a Morning. I realize I am, I will be happy now. And I promise myself I will be fighting to protect the Happiness.

Because I am a survivor.

~Pola Chérie Thoughts~

Pola Chérie "A Snake in The Nest"

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