A little girl who can't protect herself. And I can't shout for help. I allow them come into me. I allow a Snake come into the Nest. And I allow a Poison to spread all over my body.
I let The Endless Pain come into me.
And when I wake up I'm so afraid. If this happiness I was finally able to find was fake. If I am still a little girl and my long journey was just a dream of my sick mind. Am I still desperately trying to find an escape. Did I kill myself hiding deeper and deeper into myself to not to feel the pain?
But I realize that the Nightmare ended. And that it is already a Morning. I realize I am, I will be happy now. And I promise myself I will be fighting to protect the Happiness.
Because I am a survivor.
~Pola Chérie Thoughts~
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